Defying Devine

aboutagirlyouknow:

when I’m with my friends I’m like

but when some I don’t know is there, I’m like

Too relevant too.

about what?wth I was crazed

People need to learn to fix things instead of making the situation worst. If you are an adult then make it better, fix it, clean it up, don’t just leave it. goddammnit

Based on Taiyo Matsumoto’s manga that I have never read but will someday. Directed by Michael Arias who was born in South Cali and now lives in Tokyo, which is really inspiring. I just think that the cities here are amazing and just the whole moral of the story, the arts, and the script is freaking magic.

Its hard to move along in life when all I want to do is live in the past. But doesn’t time ride the flow of the wave anyways. I guess I worry too much. As along as I wake up tomorrow, my life will keep moving along riight? YUSSSSUR

I’ve become great at ranting and worst at writing about things that I actually appreciate. This is a situation.

do you see the relevancy in this comparison?

I just don’t feel like doing anything anymore. I don’t want to write essays, not that I ever did, but it’s just that now I feel even more braindead and lazy nowadays. I’m not doing my math until the last day. I don’t even feel like going out and I don’t draw or do anything related to art. I use to want to read books that were somewhat interesting and now I don’t even want to hold a book anymore. Second semester is a disaster. And to think that my resolution was to get my shit together. *sigh* I don’t even know why I organize my life by semesters now. WTF has school done to me. What to do with life. I just want to eat, sleep, and eat now. meeeeeeeep thizzbitchass. -__- killme

People who complain about people who complain.

GTFO who you think you is?

Life is beautiful; music is life.

Cause even if i do work hard in school and get an average 4.0 or 4.3, and dont get a scholarship then i will have to pay loads on tuition and if i don’t work hard enough to earn money then its like noo point.

Its almost near impossible for me to get a good gpa average and a nice transcript and have like tons of extracurricular shit on my resume AND get a scholarship while trying to live my life at the same time. Like wtttfff will i do with my life. Its soooo hard. Might as well become a hobo and draw street art whenever i feel like it. Shittt

is “Do hw in 30 mins, Oh i gotta eat, homework delays. YUS new video games play, homework delay. Kdrama, homework delays. too much reading, homework delays. Basically the best of the best at procrastination”

and no one even realizes. All the stuff you say and do right now, don’t think that I’m an idiot who doesn’t have memory. Memories linger and watch. Watch when theres a point in life when I realize that theres ALLLL that bullshit you said to me. I WILL BE LAUGHING. WHY SO SERIOUS? and I’ll repay my debts and then leave for good so that you don’t have to complain and throw a fit like a little child and question how I’ll be living. By that time how I live, where I am, what I eat won’t matter to you. Don’t worry about it.

on SHUFFLE? OMG my itunes is on a roll

Marrying a VO to keep my last name. xD

thats not incest is it?

the stuff they make us do is useless. What am I going to do, other than wasting paper. 

Honestly, at the least 6/10 are woken up by alarms, our parents, bells, ect. This is what makes life seem like a routine. And what has lead to this? Its the competition to live to succeed and the greed to climb over others and the start of all this is waking up with alarms just to go to school and then at school we are instructed by bells. Life gets so dull. Time isn’t of the essence anymore, its more like the sign for us to move along in our next step in our daily routine. So when can time really be of the essence? Its when we live life the way we want to live it, without alarms and bells and and tics and toks. Just living. So who cares about time and deadlines? 

How will i survive highschool?