Defying Devine

I do understand what people say to me and I just let it pass by, but that doesn’t mean that i didn’t hear or understood it. They way they see it, is that i don’t get what they’re trying to say so they feel like they can just keep insulting me right in front of my face. Well okae, that’s just my way of being chill about those things. Those things that arn’t important to me because I don’t care about what they think. Just say it, it’ll affect the way i act towards you later anyways. They can say whatever, but don’t think that i didn’t hear it. Be careful and think before you say something to me, thinking that i don’t get it cause i act stupid and not when you kno me so well. And you know what?, i can laugh at myself too, so don’t start thinking that I’ll get all butt hurt about your words.

and make him all asian ^_^. He better know how to use chopsticks or else….., He eats rice. He makes rice. He sleeps in rice, no just kidding.

(via 830am)

lol.

yowuddupjaimie:

stephvoob:

So I have to write this abstract paper for English and its been bothering me, because I’m the worst writer there can possibaly be. It takes me hours to write one paragraph. Im on my last paragraph now and is about to edit it and add some more sentences and stuff, guess what happens… a power outage decides to play games on me. And it’s only playing games on me because out off all rooms in the house my room’s electricty turns off. That wasn’t that only reason why i screamed; my laptop turned off one me, because my battery wasn’t in and I didn’t save that draft.

BUT thanks to autosave! i dont have to use like half of my brain juice again to write it :D. Who knew there was autosave? Maybe I’m like the only one thats slow, but GEEZ. *sigh*

HOLY SHIT, I TOTALLY FORGOT ABOUT THE ABSTRACT PAPER FAAACCKKK O:

wait we have to type it?

YEAH we gotta type that. DUH its mrs. good ;O

So I have to write this abstract paper for English and its been bothering me, because I’m the worst writer there can possibaly be. It takes me hours to write one paragraph. Im on my last paragraph now and is about to edit it and add some more sentences and stuff, guess what happens… a power outage decides to play games on me. And it’s only playing games on me because out off all rooms in the house my room’s electricty turns off. That wasn’t that only reason why i screamed; my laptop turned off one me, because my battery wasn’t in and I didn’t save that draft.

BUT thanks to autosave! i dont have to use like half of my brain juice again to write it :D. Who knew there was autosave? Maybe I’m like the only one thats slow, but GEEZ. *sigh*

and i care because this year i realized that school does actually count and that it’s not always about fun, like my past.

is fucking good. i tell you.

I feel like i have so many things to do, that i will never finish them. how should i approach this?

aparadox:

Everything’s broken. We might as well be paper people living in a world made of glass.

when my life feels so different from the other ones that are around me? ..when the words that I speak are barely understood in my own house.. when I want to cry everyday but keep it in.. when I feel like everyone is against me.. when my parents don’t give me respect and expect me to give them some.. when I suffocated all the time.. when I can’t even live my life how I want to and is controlled by someone else.. when i don’t have the guts to run away.. when I have to live with someone who makes everything a bigger situation than it is.

I can’t stand all of this. Can i please just not wake up tomorrow. PLEASE, then that way everyone will be happy.

of my own dad.

Today, i woke up SORE as a duck [makes no sense]. Coughed, coughed, coughed. Read some manga in bed, on my phone. Picked up the phone, talked”you can come”.Brush teeth,shower,cynthia came. ATE brocalli and cheese[first time trying it, bleh;the carrots were better]. Laptop and ate instant udon[more like 6mins] and talked and talked HEHE. decided to get out to walk, but ended up watching SUPER CHEF; Bobby Flay won. this time actually got out the house, wanted to walk to Target, but too lazy. walked around the neughborhood. came back home[front yard] walked to the park. laptop AGAIN at home. Homework. writing to eachother with left hand [really hard]. ATE at MIN KY. yogurtworld, tapioca express. HOME. laptop.

uhhlivya:

Sera was right a year ago ,

Now i don’t like going to the mall for fun sometimes !. only to get clothes & stuff -_-

daaaaaaaaammnnnnnitt sera ! [x

Same here.

mynameiscindy:

heidimakeswishes:

xitsjenn:

FAKE FRIENDS: Never ask for food. 
REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food. 
FAKE FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs 
REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM 
FAKE FRIENDS: Never seen you cry. 
REAL FRIENDS: Cry with you 
FAKE FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. 
REAL FRIENDS: Keep your stuff so long they forget its yours. 
FAKE FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. 
REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. 
FAKE FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. 
REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. 
FAKE FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door. 
REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say “I’M HOME!” 
FAKE FRIENDS: Are for awhile. 
REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.

FAKE FRIENDS: will talk shit to the person who talks shit about you. 
REAL FRIENDS: Will knock them the fuck out 
FAKE FRIENDS: Will Just Read It 
REAL FRIENDS: Will Repost It

Can’t you only be REAL friends to certain people?

Can someone help me not get stressed out over a 10-12 page essay?.. with a presentation…. about something i know absolutely nothing about.

d-_-b to Craig David. YES!!! YES. YES.

School has become essential in an average asian’s life[also to many others, but i’m asian so im gonna stick with saying that ^^^^]. I’m sure we all see that.

What happens when you come home with less than a 4.0, you might ask. Most definately NOT words of wisdom. I always took school easy and made it “whatever”. Now it’s become so much harder that even looking at tomorrow and whats due makes me want to cry, simply because i procrastonate and it has become a habit. New Year’s resolution is to UNPROCRATONATE myself. It has not been working out well. Also to be more respectful, but that’s a whole other story.

sheenaforreal:

realynmay:

itsbreee:

cutiepants:

heeeycrystal: